Boy~from your lil bio, we have much in common. ‘Cept you are now on “the other side”..and I’m not quite there yet. An energy worker myself,I ask sometimes, why when I learned so much, apply so much, can I not heal this within issue already!! Does it mean I’m not a good healer?. Just when i think i’ve taken my power back, & am standing tall, boom..there comes panic/anxiety to try to pull me down-n’ i get ‘battle weary’..Having a very intelligent mind,& a spiritual heart,where is that final catapult that lets this be a testimony and not a continual plea for help?…..anxious to hear what you have to offer. Thanks, Love n Light…Denise
My initial thoughts to your question was to defend my smallness – to list for you all the ways I am not yet “on the other side”…
But then I stopped and asked myself “Is that really True”.
Which stopped me short – got that “thinking mind” all kind of tangled up and brought me back to that state of stillness I cherish.
So my first response is – “Are you really sure that you haven’t made it to this so-called “other side”? Can you, without reaching into past stories or future projections find any evidence that you aren’t anything other than Divine Wholeness in this moment now?
In this moment now we are always OK – whether the thoughts in our head tell us we are or not.
So I can almost hear your voice in my head… “But Cyndi – then why the anxiety? the battle weariness? “
And I have to ask – if you take a moment and breath deep and look inside – is there any anxiety now? How are you doing right now?
The little mind likes to tell us stories – it likes to go back into memory to tell you how you are doing. It likes to project those past memories into the future – telling you what you had yesterday is what you will get tomorrow….
But it always fails to consider what is happening Now….
So bring it back into the present moment – because in that moment we are all – as you said…
“On the Other Side”
Loving Life – Are You?
btw…. The self questioning demonstrated above is a combination of Byron Katie’s “The Work” and The Sedona Method. Ultimately we are what we tell ourselves we are – and our story is the one we decide to tell in this moment. So change your story now – and when that voice in your head tries to tell you different – that you have “been there done that” and it didn’t work before so why should it now – you can politely but firmly thank it for sharing and continue to move back into being in the present moment as you desire. Or you can be less polite, tell it to “shut up”, call it a liar, and continue to Practice moving back into this Moment Now.
And be prepared to find yourself having to move yourself back into the present time and time and time again. Hanging out in the past and/or the present is a habit – it will take conscious choice to break it.
But you can do it – no doubt – as soon and as often as you choose (and it gets easier -promise)
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