Today I Feel Really Happy. Happy and Strong – Powerful and Connected.
The house is quiet – and as I look out my window I see a light snow falling onto an already white lawn. I can hear the furnace working and I am warm and dry here in my office.
Today my Mother turns 70 and I just finished talking to her and today she is happy and healthy and looking forward to some type of surprise she was told was coming – though she doesn’t know what it is.
My children left for school this morning laughing – and getting along – which in and of itself is a miracle – and one I am very grateful for.
Today I am Happy and Excited for whatever happens next – because I know the Universe loves me
I am not certain how many noticed – but I haven’t answered any new Ask Cyndi questions these past few weeks. It isn’t because they haven’t been coming in (and thank you for each and every one of them) . It has been because for the past few weeks I forgot that I was Happy and Connected and Powerful.
For the past few weeks I felt like so many of you describe in your letters – down and disconnected. Furthermore - though I worked all the tools diligently (The Sedona Method, Tapping, Hooponopono, Meditation, the Rose, etc…) the general heavy feeling wasn’t lifting. It just hung on and on and on….
But I kept working them – and working them…
And – of all the tools I have taught and which I love – there is something else that brought me back to this state of remembering and connection and for which I am forever grateful.
It is the power of relationship – it is the miracle of being able to reveal yourself – and all your so called “faults” to another – and to have them hold presence for you – to have them be able to sit with you and love you and tell you that you are acting blind and ridiculous and that its still OK – because the Universe still loves you.
Two days ago my Dearest Bestest Friend stayed with me for hours as I unearthed negative toxic “gunk” – old beliefs and negative expectations that had been buried but still capable of coloring my life experience. It was hard – I was not who anyone knows me to be during those hours (and for that matter the weeks that led up to it) and he wasn’t having fun – but he stayed with me – and he repeated basically the same messages to me over and over until they really sunk in…
My Beloved Friend Ronny said all of this to me and then some – but mostly what he did was he remained my friend even as I revealed that which I was ashamed to reveal – those parts that we all keep buried for fear that if they were seen everyone would see that you aren’t worthy. And you know what happened when the door was opened?
I discovered that those buried secrets are not part of who I am – they were simply holding space within me – and that once they came to light they were free to leave.
And as they left I made a choice – the choice to really believe that the Universe loves me and that all always turns out for the best – and that the best includes a life filled with fun and happiness and laughter and prosperity and miracles.
The experience was so transforming – internally – that I knew I wanted to share it with all of you – that perhaps you can also be touched by the love and brilliance of what I learned that day.
When we change on the inside – the outside changes – for our outside world is a reflection of what we hold inside. And the beloved Universe provided me proof immediately of this – for as we were finishing our conversation….
1) My daughter Emma came home from school with a broad smile – sat on my lap and gave me the greatest hug. She went on to tell me that she was a happy person – and that no one that was around her could be anything but happy
2) I received the copy of the article from Dr Stengler published in this week’s ezine – on the Bach Flower Remedies – I read the article, made a list of the remedies I believed would benefit me – and took a quick trip to the health store on the corner expecting them to carry all of them. They didn’t – but someone had special ordered a few and didn’t pick them up – and yes – you guessed it – one was the first one on my list (and its working)
3) Georgia Foster is experimenting with new subliminal software – and she sent me a 40 minute personalized recording that I have been listening to since – and so far I can honestly say that it’s working.
And in the hours since the blessings and opportunities continue to show up – and I continue to smile and allow – knowing that the Universe Loves Me and Intends for me only the Best.
The challenges in the world of form that played a part in the temporary dip in my vibration continue but I am looking at them so differently now – for they are only what’s left of what I had held in my energy system (perhaps for generations) – and what I am holding – and intending Now is so much brighter – so much more alive.
We all fall down – and it is up to each of us – each time – to choose to stand back up again. To set our goals – and then set them a little higher – and then to set our focus on those goals – and allow only those thoughts and actions that keep us moving ever forward
Choose to Believe All is Well – and Let Nothing in the World of Form Convince you Otherwise
It Really is that Simple
With Much Joy and In Celebration of this Most Magnificent Journey
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