In your response to Steve, you described sitting in front of computer, wanting so badly to give him the perfect answer, and nothing would come up on the screen.
That describes perfectly what happens when I try figuring out my life purpose; some people called it blocks; to me it feeels like mental constipation…something needs to come out, but can’t.
All the teachers say follow your passion, but the thing that gives me the most joy is learning, the joy of discovery. So most of my life has been spent holding different jobs and careers, learning business, art, psychology, sociology, health care, healing, nature, spirituality, metaphysics and anything else that helps me to experience and understand creation in all its glory and complexity
A part of me(the adult) feels that I should integrate this knowledge, and do something more meaningful, but my inner child just wants to play and have fun (that’s what learning represents for her). She loves to constantly meet new people and have new experiences.
So I am in a state of internal gridlock
Have asked for guidance through journaling, meditation, but seem to be suspended in a state of limbo…the divine airwaves are very quiet. I have the distinct feeling that it’s my decision to make.
Would appreciate any insights and advice that you can give. Thank you
ps always enjoy your ezine and read it faithfully; you are doing a fantastic job
What does meaningful look like I wonder? Does it require a certain “title” next to your name, a specific income, or a best selling book?
Teachers like Abraham and Jim Self tell us that there is nothing more important than feeling good. When we feel good we raise our own vibration as well as the vibrations of everyone we come in contact with. When we are happy we spread happiness.
So if you are happy learning – then learn. Why not be a perpetual student? Who ever told you that wasn’t meaningful?
My advice (since you asked ) is simple. Trying to figure out your life purpose is causing blocks – well then – stop trying to figure it out. Just let it go.
Instead – start asking yourself…
What is the best thing I can do in this Moment?
What will Serve the Highest and Best Now?
What can I do to raise my own vibration just a little Now?
Let yourself off the hook and practice a bit of selfishness. Your job is not to save the world – your job is to be happy. And from your question above it looks like you know how to be happy – so be happy.
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